I Lost Myself

I feel all my breath leaving my lungs I feel all my thoughts leaving my bones Time and time again I've been prone to sin Because often all my hope wears thin But I've come so far from where I was Just needed some room to breathe Let go of all these awful things Was so close to falling off the edge Don't think I'll ever understand Why me and death walk hand in hand Is there a cure for this disease? Cos' my happiness always flees Don't think I'll ever understand Why me and death walk hand in hand Is there a cure for this disease? Cos' my happiness always flees Tired of running from my demons Tired of suppressing this feeling Honesty I need healing Cause the worst option should always be leaving It's always easier said than done Finally dropping the knife Regaining long lost strife And being content with life Don't think I'll ever understand Why me and death walk hand in hand Is there a cure for this disease? Cos' my happiness always flees Don't think I'll ever understand Why me and death walk hand in hand Is there a cure for this disease? Cos' my happiness always flees I can feel my mental health deteriorating The tunnel's end isn't illuminating Instead it's pitch black, no turning back My mind's already won I can't outrun a gun I think I finally understand Why me and death walk hand in hand There's no cure for this disease Cos' my mind's always hard to please I think I finally understand Why me and death walk hand in hand There's no cure for this disease Cos' my mind's always hard to please No longer pressing a blade to my wrist Finally feel like I exist No longer pressing a blade to my wrist Finally feel like I'm living No longer pressing a blade to my wrist Finally feel like I exist No longer pressing a blade to my wrist Finally feel like I'm living