I've Been Okay

Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Same shit all day Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Stay in bed all day Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Same shit all day Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Stay in bed all day Yeah I promise you that I am fine, It's so prolific, can't explain it in a few lines Smoke a couple grams til I fall asleep in my bed Or I'll stay awake for hours, stagnant inside my own dread Thinking about every single person that I've ever hurt, With my indecisive mind and how I cut things off too short Without reason other than I'm fucked up inside of my head So I'll stay awake for hours wishing I was fucking dead It's that moment of feeling that nothing is permanent Lay here thinking bout meaning since dying is imminent I no meaning cause life just keeps on going And I've been stuck hoping that I'll keep on growing To be a better man to make meaning start showing Cause since I was a child I always had this feeling That one day I'd end up dead due to never healing It's almost like at night the words are on the fucking ceiling That giving up is the best option, I think it often You need to find a passion, positive reaction That's where you'll find your meaning, please just believe me This keeps me from leaving, yeah I'm still breathing If you're tired of feeling nothing it's time to feel something And that something can come from absolutely nothing Like I found purpose inside of nonsense verses So won't you find the courage to let your colors flourish Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Same shit all day Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Stay in bed all day Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Same shit all day Yeah, I've been okay Repeating the process Stay in bed all day