One More Drink

One more drink One more drink I don't think I wanna do this shit anymore The wine has left a dark red blood stain on the floor One more sip One more sip I'm better than this shit I fucking know I am I can drop this shit today I know I fucking can I can only condense so much thought into each line While writing about addiction and how I wish it wasn't mine And how I keep a presence on the outside that I'm fine While I'm trying to find words that don't sound like they whine I'm not sure how much longer I can keep up this facade Because I keep making plans but they always end up being flawed My mental health is spiraling into such a bad state Even though I really don't have that much weight upon my plate "I'm better than this" huh that's what I believe But who fucking knows cause my mind's easily deceived By another bottle my attention is achieved Thinking I was better, god I'm so naive One more drink One more drink I don't think I wanna do this shit anymore The wine has left a dark red blood stain on the floor One more sip One more sip I'm better than this shit I fucking know I am I can drop this shit today I know I fucking can Laying in this bed with a bottle next to my side Wondering who would really give a f*ck if I died Cause lately I've been pushing everything that's good away Yeah I never thought that I would have to see the day Where I end up throwing four years clean down the drain Without a single worry inside of my beaten brain Tonight is the night that I cave into my thoughts Such a fucking shame that my innocence always rots "Just one more time" huh that's what I believe But who fucking knows cause my mind's easily deceived By another bottle my attention is achieved Thought I could heal, god I'm so naive One more drink One more drink I don't think I wanna do this shit anymore The wine has left a dark red blood stain on the floor One more sip One more sip I'm better than this shit I fucking know I am I can drop this shit today I know I fucking can