Tides

Another night of no sleep head's in way too deep Let the tides come over me, meds will let me leave Seem to have lost my way mind should be coming back any day How did it all come to this take a couple pills for a feeling of bliss The tide is a metaphor for letting me hit the floor Paramedics will walk in through that door realizing that I am no more Cause my mind is sore to the core f*ck this life it's just a bore living seems like a chore said you'd never Leave I Swear you swore I've wasted thousands of nights and tonight is no different My mind is racing, but I keep chasing The idea of a perfect start, a way to restart But things aren't getting better Hope you like my final letter Every single night is a constant fight, will I ever see the light, future's not looking so bright I have this empty feeling when I look up to the ceiling, this shit isn't healing, and the pills seem so damn Appealing Bet you're doing fine, while I'm losing my damn mind, If only you weren't so fuckin blind, always thought You were one of a kind And I feel the thoughts overflow Overdose into comatose In the sea of thoughts I drown I've wasted thousands of nights and tonight is no different My mind is racing, but I keep chasing The idea of a perfect start, a way to restart But things aren't getting better Hope you like my final letter