Dead Man's Closure

I'm sorry I'm drunk, but all you care about is if I'm wrong I know I'm fucking pathetic I've only got myself to blame But don't make shit worse When you've run out of things to say It's just the same bullshit, over and over again Just like Icarus, you're full of ignorance Never listening to a goddamn thing that I say Your words I can't obey But I won't sit back and pretend I haven't heard the same bullshit Over and over again Does pain bring you pleasure You're not a marionette Dig this knife deeper so that I Can finally wear your laurel crown of thorns All hail to the lost and lonely, all hail to the fucked and lowly Icarus has his grip on me I'll bare the weight of a dead man's closure So point me in the wrong direction It's been more poison than affection Just a lost cause, I was far gone Just another item in your collection Can't hear your doubt when you're guessing me out You wanna help me out? Well I'll show you how First things first hop off your high horse I'll give you my fucking crash course Just like Icarus, you're full of ignorance Never listening to a goddamn thing I say Your words I can't obey But I won't sit back and pretend I haven't heard the same bullshit Over and over again I know when, that death on your breath is calling my name But still when, I see the past I feel nothing but shame And I can't complain, as I've learnt from the best So I'll put my ego down to let the fucking devil confess Does pain bring you pleasure You're not a marionette Dig this knife deeper so that I Can finally wear your laurel crown of thorns All hail to the lost and lonely, all hail to the fucked and lowly Icarus has his grip on me I'll bare the weight of a dead man's closure Watch me walk away