Found // Lost

Internal demise best describes the life of one's being So low the only thing known is the fuse is lost, split and blown Contemplation in relation of such a world having any meaning Thrown in the deep, caught stuck on repeat May as well sink like a stone The end of you is the beginning of me The roots of animosity are a product of hostility As a beaten down society is a hell hole of depravity I've felt a pain you'll never know In a frantic mind game of wrongful throes And in the times of my dreadful lows You left me to rot to contrast the meadows Everything you've done went down south Reminds me of the spurious shit that you'd let slip out of your mouth Watch as I try to grasp a sense of morality Contradict the heretic the narratives lost touch with reality Where in lies, a place no one dare hide Your porcelain smile pushed me to the other side Confined, I've eaten all the lies To disguise I'll pray up to the skies The atrophy of life has taken something from me It's my responsibility to break the chains and be free I can't play your game, the stakes have grown You live an egocentric reign, your mind is your throne And when you sent me down below Did you even remember who I was long ago So when you're on your knees with nowhere to go Don't think of me because now you're all alone I'll tell you how you feel Faded, sedated, tell how the f*ck this is ideal Where in lies, a place no one dare hide Your porcelain smile pushed me to the other side Confined, I've eaten all the lies To disguise I'll pray up to the skies