maybe it's just me?

Why am I the one in the wrong? When you're the one who's lying Sitting on your own now and you're wondering how I'm the one who's crying But I've got nothing left to say, played all the games to play But in my head you know I am screaming But you're the one who sits there dreaming of me And I just don't get it, we can be normal if we let it? Or am I just being naïve But I always know just what is right but I end up doing what is wrong When will I ever learn? I'm the one who's lying And I'm so fed up of making excuses to why I sit here crying But then maybe it's just me? Maybe it's just me? When will I find some peace of mind? This anticipations killing me Why am I always waiting, oh it's so frustrating Lately I'm not myself, but then who am I supposed to be? Filled with insecurity Is my worth in the clothes that I wear? Or the place I lay my head at night? You know I need to know an answer I'm struggling to win this fight between myself and I Will I ever be alright? I always know just what is right but still I end up doing what is wrong Oh I guess I'll never learn I'm the one who's lying You know I'm so fed up of making excuses to why I sit here crying But maybe it's just me? I sit and ask myself why am I thinking maybe it's just me?