Not Alright

You got the feeling like the worlds deceiving You think you know it all dont you You fucking waster But you're just boring Same story oh god I'm yawning Would have liked it so much more if you erased her But then I don't know If i'm just going mad Or if there's a reason Why my days gone so bad And I don't know If this is right But stay with me now you know that I don't wanna fight You know that I don't wanna fight Sinking deep and it's hard to breathe Losing all of my energy tonight I'm not alright Oh Can't this be over Conscious now I think i'm sober I'm late for work and my boss is being so demanding My minds distracted Thoughts of you come flooding back and I would've liked it so much more if you could handle it But then I don't know If i'm just going mad Or if there's a reason Why my weeks gone so bad And I don't know If this is right But if you stay with me now You know that I don't wanna fight You know that I don't wanna fight Sinking deep and it's hard to breathe Losing all of my energy tonight I'm not alright Lost my way and now I can't see The girl you know that I used to be Tonight I'm not alright Can't help it I'm falling crawling I'd do anything to just be next to you Can't sleep at night cause I'm crying All I know is you're too good to be true You know you lost my way now I'm Sinking deep and it's hard to breathe Losing all of my energy tonight I'm not alright Lost my way and now I can't see The girl you know that I used to be Tonight I'm not alright