Dreaming A Reality

Tell me that this is a dream This can't be life as it seems no Maybe my mind I will clean Bullets fly right through my dreams no Talk to me like I'm stupid Light up a spliff and get to it Baby you know I'm not stupid I think I'm lucid Shot through my heart like you cupid Mom kick me out I'm a nuisance Tell me that this is a dream This can't be life as it seems no Maybe my mind I will clean Bullets fly right through my dreams no I can't stand when you don't text back Running through my mind imma stress that Baby know I gotta double check that So I double text back Baby please respond don't need no steps back Just another ghost in my backpack Still holding on cause I'm leering Try to look at you you veering Stab me in my back so severely I love you dearly Fucked up my head you put fear in me Blacken my lungs know you killing me I know you hearing me Or am I just talking to myself again You know I'm writing blood when I grab my pen Lil Jeep I remember when you'd hold my hand Crazy how I gotta find another again Not ready for a heartache over again Maybe I'll be walked all over again Baby can we start all over again Talk to me like I'm stupid Light up a spliff and get to it Baby you know I'm not stupid I think I'm lucid Shot through my heart like you cupid Mom kick me out I'm a nuisance Tell me that this is a dream This can't be life as it seems no Maybe my mind I will clean Bullets fly right through my dreams no