Nosedive

I don't want to tell somebody else that I'm afraid I don't want to tell somebody else that I'm scared If I want to kill myself I will It's not hard to die I can do it right now F*ck all of you F*ck all of you You're an asshole You murdered yourself You murdered yourself You killed someone That person happened to be you but you couldn't even show up for yourself You Nosedive Right into my frustrations The devil he talks Go away moonwalk out of sight Whoa wait don't slide out the minds Your fate is what you decide Can't play these games with you child You hate can't understand why? My way all the steps you didn't try try try try Man I'm so fatigued still going like I'm hopeful Run away from sleep believe I am woke to Create is my mystique it's all I've ever known bru Build it passively try to understand the whole you See your destiny guide the lost to the soulful Feel the frequency open up and be social It's human therapy no one's meant to be alonebru Yeah yeah Put the TV on always change the channel Too much filler for my life I don't need a movie I deliver it in verse its private to me It's sweaty like a lobby full of diamond preds Wait whoa what Run that back You spitting that facts talking all that jazz My mind overthrown will I ever come back? As above so below Find the center point and that's where I'll float Harmonize with angels yeah sweet she spoke Whispered in my ear shit my drum it broke All I heard was godly tears and fallen ones Beach at Muizenberg there comes the rising sun Signal falling sun here comes shapeshifting moon She keep the tide settled down or else we're done Yeah I awoken feel like the zombie Got a rebirth like a phoenix Am I your monster life is so tragic Need the Hi-Hat for the pick me up Is there much options need the responses Social media won't save you now No it won't save you now I cry I cry I cry I cry I cry I Fall Descend Raindrops crying down mothernature Stormy all around us Not her intention Problems grow or rise like the sun Gives us the light Oh wait it's due Keep making changes so we slip down out the groove I've been working on my piece Sometimes my ears don't hear the news I've been giving time back to myself So I fix my messes How? More logic More revision More transparent Post more pictures Constant missions What to do next Try to feel the buzz but it won't work With foreign objects No no Falling with no parachute Falling straight to my doom They say money can't fix all of your problems Always seems to make it more consistent All those riches make you worship Housewife in the kitchen fulfilled Not all of us can afford to live both ways Nosedive