Happy

I just keep thinking of days when u would call Lived on a different floor, I told you I'd never keep score But I was young, didn't know how to be yours Pettiness always a chore, I wasn't ready for anything Felt like u wanted a wedding ring But I just knew in my core Time is something that we cant afford You were older and lookin to settle I was just constantly lookin for more We both in New York, but we still never talk I hate that you're stuck in my thoughts For us i know that you gave it a lot So i regret the fact that we stopped. I wonder who you became, Heard that ya boyfriend is sharing my name Sometimes I check out ya gram to see how you living whenever I'm feelin insane I drink through the pain. I haven't thought of you in a minute I just keep trying to mind my own business But my mind you keep comin back in it I keep thinking bout all the times I used always tell you bout my rap dreams I just wanna tell you now I'm doin it tryna keep myself happy I remember when I were broke, for dates you'd let me go halfies You said you like your men mature so I copped myself some khakis Whatchu want me to do? I hated the way that I treated you Rapping's my way I can speak to you I hope that you're happy I heard that ya man is rich Exactly how you used to picture it I hope he is who you hope he is Hope that you're happy Tell me - do u Remember the time? When we had sex on the balcony right after smokin' a bl**t around 5 in the morning? Sh*t was so gorgeous. Or are u too good for that now? We can revisit the studying lounge Basement of Stuvi the table and couch Just makin love everywhere I wonder what happened to that? I was always the reason u laughed You were my favorite ex in the past Till I collapse, I keep on thinkin of you Now its just me when i'm whippin' the coupe In bed wit some shorty while thinkin of u would rather numb the pain by drinking a few I aint tryna deal wit my problems even though I know better- just the life of a go-getter (oh no) I still wonder if you ever think about us gettin' together, if you hear this just send a message (fa sho) Ay - I just keep livin' life You're in my dreams when I sleep at night Our memories givin' me peace of mind I hope that ya happy I just keep livin' the life I want Had to really sacrifice a lot I think that you can connect the dots I hope that you hear this