April

Rain drops are sliding down a wall of glass Evolving into a drench of hopelessness With the wet asphalt beneath me That's how April tries to greet me One dark cloud in which I swim I mess with your feelings 'Cause mine change like the seasons I know that I'm no good But I can't pull myself together 'Cause nothing really matters Oh when did I grow so cold In this summer rain Is where I gotta stay I watch myself giving in Though this has never been my thing This has never been my thing I wish I was like you Know what to feel and what to do Instead I'm on the run And Idon't know what I'm running from I know that you expect me to be upset But I can't act like a puppet on a string Should have told you before rather than ignore But I am stubborn, and you are too Staying silent ain't gonna make it alright But the more I talk, the less I know In this summer rain Is where I gotta stay I watch myself giving in Though this has never been my thing This has never been my thing