Faith

I thought that you could be The one for me Irony, irony I thought that just this once I would not see A mask that falls A joke that lands on me And I don't think I'll ever love again I don't think I can handle this again And if I was too much Well, can't you see It's just because of insecure old me The years and dreams are tough on me So I guess it was hard to believe That I could hold someone like you So alike me The one always meant to be The Nihilist The atheist The poem's end The failing test I try too hard I give too much I bare my soul See love in lust No angel ever came I lost my faith on Faith No faith Hold someone like you Another starlit sky will kiss the sea And guess who will not fight for me At 4 AM I'm sleepless Sitting here Harmonizing agony And this is why I'll never trust again My disappointment plays in loop again The Nihilist The Pessimist The minor chord Eternal rest Forever fool Lost evermore Piano blue Platonic bore No angel ever came I lost my faith on Faith