GoodBye...

Every day-i wake up dreading the light Squeeze my eyes tight to obscure the syt Yet life calls and I gotta get up and be the man Damn-never thinking what that meant-excuse me mam I can help you with that-can do attitude Kill my character and pride to not be rude When all I wanna do is tell em kick rocks Sometimes quick cash off pick locks That could be the better way to do it Blew it-too old to get in now-knew it Was a matter of time before death or prison If I went that route-no kids-just somewhere missin No one alive to care-cuz i burned bridges That led to the home-that I burned too-snitches The reason I'd end up in 1 of those 2 places Court room evidence-x marker-10 paces That's where you'll find the body of Syt Forked path-the right is blinding bright The left is muddy-dark and uninviting At least there's this note for lighting Fighting inside-trying to separate myself When my alter ego clashes-my health Of mind-is struggling to see reality Casualty of self hindered thought-duality The reason I go back and forth with These thoughts that intervene-death wish Myth buster this other mindframe Where it's a foul littered game Same guy who writes the womanizing lyric Hear it in the vocal-raspy and...please cure it... Never thought about writing a note to say goodbye So cliche-yet I'm sitting here writing to die Scribble-scratch-waiting to-cant even do that right Suicide!? Never a thought-but tonight I just might... Never thought about writing a note to say goodbye So cliche-yet I'm sitting here writing to die Scribble-scratch-waiting to-cant even do that right Suicide!? Never a thought-but tonight I just might... Never thought about writing a note to say goodbye So cliche-yet I'm sitting here writing to die Scribble-scratch-waiting to-cant even do that right Suicide!? Never a thought-but tonight I just might... Never thought about writing a note to say goodbye So cliche-yet I'm sitting here writing to die Scribble-scratch-waiting to-cant even do that right Suicide!? Never a thought-but tonight I just might...