caleb's Interlude

I learned from older figures one thing certain is death  They superficial taking bribes I blew the whistle just like the ref I been called so many names  It brings me closer to my fame  I say f*ck em, cause my failure brings me more than just shame  Most my friends gone cause I abandoned them  They got some answers to my dreams, telling me my chance is slim  And I can't pretend  I told you my youth  Them teachers in high school Bruh they said I wouldn't make it  Best friends became the fakest Some friends became complacent  And I could never take it  I cope with pain By smoking in the darkness  Taking Tony Stark hits  And I was born a misfit  And If you like it that's cool And If you don't just know I'm coming for you Dutches get the splits  Sometimes we remise And sometimes I wanna quit  Truth be told, I'm bout as real as it gets  I admit I done some things that I prolly shouldn't done Like acted selfishly, stolen from the hands of a loved one  But if I asked you if your perfect then what would your response be? Looking in the skies, doubts in my mind they live so rent free  Stuck inside a world where criticizers always fuss In they eyes I'm always nothing  I could never be enough  But the truth be told  I do what I love just like you I reflect my sins on paper  Bring connections with you And I aint like these other rappers I ain't no life guru  And its 1800caleb  Open yo mind on Caleb's interlude