Self

We wait for the times When we'll love our self   I want it all  But not for myself  I'll call you soon  When I need some help I'll call you soon  When I need some  Dear Brother I know Help is a word perceived as a burden Know I don't talk much when I'm hurting But I'm learning Know this something we don't say But when I'm in pain I know that you feel for me Whenever i cry you cry I'm closing my eyes you shedding a tear for me Know in the world we live in its easy forgetting importance of friends Swore you be there to the end You be there you never lied to me you never pretend You've seen it all you've seen me fall I made some bad decisions Not once did you treat me different I'm a man of many wishes Non are for myself One is for you flowers One is for your health One is for my fam to do a lil dance when I spread these riches One is for my girl to rule world Let me wash these dishes I got lost up in my thoughts a pocket new dimension So don't feel alone I'm making it known Trust me I get it Masking the feeling Battle my villains Fight for my children So they don't ever fear it I been running for so long I cant feel my feet Hiding from all of these damn responsibilities I keep talking to myself like this is not me Deep inside me know its all my insecurity So Tell Shinobi what are you afraid of Are you hero are you a profit are you okay bruh To be honest with y'all I'm afraid to grow I'm afraid get lost I'm afraid to let go Afraid I'm a joke Afraid to lose hope Afraid to go broke Afraid to get old Damn We wait for the times When we'll love our self   I want it all  But not for myself  I'll call you soon  When I need some help I'll call you soon  When I need some  We wait for the times When we'll love our self   I want it all  But not for myself  I'll call you soon  When I need some help I'll call you soon  When I need some  They tried to paint me as a silhouette  Amigo since we met Even when we were offset  If you upset then I'm upset The strongest bond  The banks can't break  Some shadows you can't shake  Kobe dreams when I'm awake  Late at night I lie awake  Uncertainty I remain resilient  Hard work and I love the feeling  Being broke but no self healing  He can rap but not appealing  Dancing with the shadows  Comparisons been so shallow  They try to tell me what I shall know  Are you around though?  I been thinking bout my momma  And what she gone need  I been thinking bout my future  I can't help to save my greed  I been thinking bout my brother  And what he gon need? I been thinking bout my dreams  I can't wait to be asleep  I been living in depression  Hard times I never eat  All these silent tears  I would never speak  All these times I hugged the microphone  Instead of the streets  Look where that lead me  That was back to the beats  Now I'm in peace  I'm dividing all my vices in my chaotic thoughts  Angry to insecure  Now I'm calmer than the cops Can I breathe no i'm a corpse  Corpses in the club The dead don't want the porches  After thirty I'm smoking on porches  From the forges to the college scorching  Soon Ill be touring  Soon ill be glorified  Soon Ill be gorgeous I wrote this for my people  Feeling lost with themselves  From suicidal thoughts to internal wealth  And you should love yourself  We wait for the times When we'll love our self   I want it all  But not for myself  I'll call you soon  When I need some help I'll call you soon  When I need some help We wait for the times When we'll love our self