Drunk Confessional

You're a fucking failure I hate you I've been dying to tell you Wish it would've worked when I tried to kill you When you wished you was dead at times I know you still do And all your issues its been years can't fix it what's wrong with you You're a fucking liar The truth you be fucking fighting Lying until you start to believe it Till you start to believe it your sorry don't mean shit Cause you still repeat it Your heart amebic or everything you say you don't mean it Battling addictions you won't beat it You won't be shit Rather you never be in Vented need interventions And room full of preachers in it You went to therapy can't tell the difference It ain't did shit We'd be better if you never existed You f*ck up beg for forgiveness Say you'll change it'll be different Then do it again the cycle's endless You claiming christian but your actions suspicious All that sinning mischief I hope you repented You let everyone down that guilt tremendous Karma coming for it's vengeance Can't wait till you get it It's the way you killed it I know you did it F*ck if you get acquitted Your job you are never quitting Sad the way you treat your women No better than your biological I am not kidding You a fool You still not cool Your jealous insecurities fucked up the crew You got some money and you became this new Like who You someone we never knew It's a facade we seeing right through it You be been depressed who you fooling Thirteen suicide was introduced then Nineteen met again got back into it Twenty four hardest year of your life It's all your fault should've been living right Would you let your daughter date a like you If he did her like you do your girls what would you do Role model for your brothers I don't see it You supposed two leader But all that drinking make you half cup and got you thinking Your lifestyle intriguing You barely spend time with the fam Barely speak pretend like you give a damn I know you selfish only care about yourself And you can't help it A lot of shit you won't do unless its for you Lack of self confidence It's obvious you don't love yourself You scared to be alone you need some fucking help All that drinking not sleeping ain't good for ya health And your anger screams danger when you let it take control And take over You made decisions you regret you ain't told them I know your deepest secrets I know late at night you feel the weakest I know your biggest weakness I know you feel defeated I know you I know you and I hate the fact I do I hate the fact that it's true Every time I look at you I see myself you see I felt Every pain trapped in my brain Drive me insane I drown in the bottle remains