For U (feat. Justin Price)

Feeling frozen as Elsa Anna This moment too much to handle A lot of fights was breakfast samples Egg her on she yoke me up then I scramble Couldn't hash it out too much grit Anger yelling throwing fist When you mad you call her bitch When she mad you call it quits Ain't the job ain't making sense Struggling to make the rent Boss tweaking steady talking slick Saying you'll never be it Unless its pennywise Couldn't carry this burden at any size Everywhere I turn I feel deprived of love Just wanna hide and run I start to cry but my tears are dried I'm numb And I'm hating life wanna go and say goodbye Than June first alive I heard you cry Thank God Aysia saved my life You helped me When times were rough almost gave up But made it out I don't know how You did it but you did it for me How you did it why you did it but you did it for me When times were rough You lift me up so I hold you down How you did it why you did it for me Was at my lowest was losing focus At the moment couldn't understand why you wanted Two people filled with anger actions evil To have a child and see to it Be full of love Turns out she'll leave you she don't need you Remember being sick weeks rent could barely see Had to squint penny pinch On crutches super limp On edge super tense I lost my chick Drinking like a fish Hoping this joker mask would fit I smile just to hide my pain Lied to my family saying We still together she gone steal my name I weather storms it was heavy rain Lonely lost I cannot raise My child like simba when the mother and I on different page Or different books she don't look my way She hate me give the blame When her dirt left major stains She left me drowning almost sank But to God give all the thanks He life guard saving grace Bless me that's why I say You helped me When times were rough almost gave up But made it out I don't know how You did it but you did it for me How you did it why you did it but you did it for me When times were rough You lift me up so I hold you down How you did it why you did it for me Sobbing Laughter I love you I love you daddy