Tina Wanna Be Like Mommy

We been dating round three years Truly can't believe that I'm still here Ever since that day He stumbling in the house very late He reeked of hard liquor But when I leaned into kiss him Tell him how much I miss him He said bitch you tripping I question but he yelling shut up and listen His hand extended wound up like a pitcher Oh my gosh girl he hit ya Better backhand than Serena Once I started screaming He choked me and said shut up My mouth he covered up Maybe the liquor was to blame But it became A every other day problem Girl just leave But that won't solve them The police I can't call them He'll kill me Plus tina need me How could the love of my life beat me Guess I'm stuck in this situation Uhoh gotta go think he heard the conversation Seen my mommy stay I guess it is okay I just wanna be like mommy Daddy treat her bad She put up with that I just wanna be like mommy We been dating for three years Cheated on her for two but who cares Driving after having a few beers Shots with the homies yelled cheers I walked in all my thoughts then Was how she ain't pay the bills But got new heels No home cooked meals Say she love me I know it ain't real She probably creeping Just like me cheating Now I'm more heated Than an oven Then all of the sudden She say she miss me Try to kiss me I say bitch you tripping I know you cheating who bed you been in She screaming I say shut up and listen Then I started hitting ever since then Barely have any problems If I do I hit her and that solve them I'll kill her if the police she called them I hit her often Once she eighteen I'm gone then Seen my mommy stay I guess it is okay I just wanna be like mommy Daddy treat her bad She put up with that I just wanna be like mommy Only been alive six years And every night pretend to be sleep upstairs Close my eyes and I hear Daddy yelling mommy crying tears Now I see that there's No such thing as love Blinded lust broken trust Would be better off broken up Instead fighting fisticuffs Should've seen your fist in cuffs That's why I'm afraid to open up Singing drunk in love with a solo cup What happens when you sober up Fairy tales you told to us Fake dreams you sold to us Love to lie and manipulate Tell me why my mommy you hate She do what you say Make sure I'm good i'm safe False sense of power trynna put in place You was made to protect not neglect Destroy abuse and degrade I'll never see you the same Would you hit me daddy If a nigga hit me like you hit mommy Would you be happy If I stayed with him mommy How would you look at me Would you think I'm foolish or stupid Like you shouldn't do it Know your worth and add tax to it I seen you go through it and you stayed So twenty years to the day My husband beat me and I think it's okay Seen my mommy stay I guess it is okay I just wanna be like mommy Daddy treat her bad She put up with that I just wanna be like mommy