Trapped

I fly away to my own place Where everything is all okay But then I find that your not there And now I can't even Bare my own life But it's just another day inside my head Well maybe I'm dead I don't eat and I don't sleep I can't remember what I did last week Nothings really important Anymore I don't know why but I seem to cry More often than I'm used too Not in tears it's more like fear Of what I'm going through And I can't explain What's going through my brain Cause I don't know But I hope it will end, someday And when I'm feeling down Sometimes I think of you and it subsides Why can't it just go back to how it used to be And now I'm lost within myself Nowhere to run nowhere to hide I guess I'll just stay trapped inside Every day and through the night I'm hoping my life turns out right Kinda feels like it's all sinking The memories of you and me Is what I need to help me cope But I don't like who I see In the mirror I see a joke And I can't explain What's going through my brain Cause I don't know But I hope it will end, someday And when I'm feeling down Sometimes I think of you and it subsides Why can't it just go back to how it used to be And now I'm lost within myself Nowhere to run nowhere to hide I guess I'll just stay trapped inside You've made some bad decisions They're hard to forgive I'm tired of living life, just to relive All the lies, all the cries All the scars, on my heart That you left behind When you told me goodbye And now they won't go away yeahhh