When the Night Fades Honey

How could I let go when it all happened so quickly? I let it slip away from me I let the world slip from my version of reality Should find the peace inside of me When the night fades honey Will you still love me? And forget everything I said You should know that it's not me It's the things I don't wanna be And the moment never fades And I never said What you said I said But in the end we're both dead We're both screwed in the head Yet I didn't know How it's gonna end How can I get rid of the feeling that's so sickening It hurt my heart now it's hard to restart I'm there for you you're there for me They led us to believe Don't give your heart to those who break you When the night fades honey Will you still love me? And forget everything I said You should know that it's not me It's the things I don't wanna be And the moment never fades And I never went To destroy a friend But in the end we're both sick And both tired again Yet I didn't know How it's gonna end I tried so hard to help but couldn't get right through to you I heard just how you really feel I couldn't stop just wouldn't stop trying to get to you Some things just aren't worth helping you So help me god Just help my head Cuz it's getting robbed And you're out of it You self centered prick You just make me sick You goddamn parasite I have no regrets Of what I left My luck ran out But I'm still here Facing the fear Of all I've lost And what it's cost Is the truth So give me time to get in line i'm gonna up to take what's mine I want a sense of normalcy The times went by yet still I tried to get us back to the old times I lost myself in all the things When the night fades honey Will you still love me? And forget everything I said You should know that it's not me It's the things I don't wanna be And the moment never fades