Selfdestructive Behaviour

I've been waking up in empty lonely rooms Around my soul Wastin' nights around the moon Reality feels far from home Sleepin' in a bed full of secrets makes you sick Maybe I should've known I got tired of watchin' red lights Every weekend on the floor If this system could be shut down... Out in the cold With a hole in my lungs Getting wasted on my own Self-destructive behaviour Overloadin' the system To erase you from my soul Now I know I don't regret anything So maybe you should live with it Self-destructive behavior Music on the radio Notches on my floor Words are repeating a song Melodies of your calls Midnight drive alone watching the lights fade in the outer glow Compulsive instincts flows I'm running low on blood I'm gonna keep your knife in case you want a second round Remember all the days complaining 'bout me in your bed I tried to fill the shoes you bought but now I lost my head I lost myself in the incomplete pages of your diary You said you never leave They said they never leave Out in the cold With a hole in my lungs Getting wasted on my own Self-destructive behaviour Overloadin' the system To erase you from my soul Now I know I don't regret anything So maybe you should live with it Self-destructive behavior Music on the radio Notches on my floor Out in the cold With a hole in my lungs Getting wasted on my own Self-destructive behaviour Overloadin' the system To erase you from my soul Now I know I don't regret anything So maybe you should live with it Self-destructive behaviour Music on the radio Notches on my floor