Trauma Bonds

I find flaws in myself that only you would see I sing verses to myself in the night that only you could sing back to me My inflections have meanings that only you could feel My inner thoughts are full of blind spots only you could reveal And I think that's because they aren't real Sewing discomfort, the worst is all I ever heard I took you at your word and took it out on myself Out on myself I fought your wars against my own blood And you’d degrade me whenever you could I fought your wars against my own blood And you’d degrade me whenever you could I’m taking your hands off my strings Never again No more Trauma makes its way into a beacon Giving us a lighthouse we can speak in Giving the end of life Trauma makes its way into a beacon Please don’t let me die