a letter to you

Yeah, you knew you was wrong, and now I'm thinking, why, why'd you even text my phone You know you wrong for the games, the games that you used to play, the games that you played on my brain Now I can't feel the same I tried to cry so hard, but I ain't feel a thing And now I can't think what to say, imma just numb the pain I tried to just numb with the drugs, I started at such a young age I'm just a boy trying to be a man, I swear I'm not okay Got lost in the storm trying to find my way, looking for light to brighter day If you can't find yourself at night, I promise it's gonna be okay That's what my grandma used to tell me, before I used to go to sleep man, I love that woman so much, got her name tatted on my sleeve Remember when there was no food to eat, she was always looking out to feed Now shoutout to T, that's my mom, she was always a real ass G Better look out she puts to sleep, love my mama, it's you and me Love my sisters all the way to the gods nigga play with yall, i swear to god he gon' bleed Man, I swear to God, they gon' bleed I guess I can finally cry, got a tear running down my cheek Yeah, it's running down my cheek Rubbing on my nose, wiping up snot F*ck bro, im finna be 18 Yeah, you knew where you was wrong And now I'm thinking, why Why'd you even text my phone You know you wrong for the games The games you used to play The games that you played on my brain Now I can't feel the same I tried to cry so hard, but I ain't feel a thing Now I can't think what to say Imma just numb with pain I tried to numb it with the drugs I started at such young age I'm just a boy trying to be a man I swear I'm not okay I promise you'll see better days Suicide is not the way If you feel like you need to escape pave the way and mark the date Please don't ask me on what am I feeling I put it down on all of these songs When I die and go far away play this shit right next to my stone I'm just a boy trying to be a man I swear I'm not okay I put it down on all of these songs