Weary

What causes this stagnancy A lack of air left for me to breathe I found comfort in ambiguity While you settle for bad company What if you lose interest Or catch me counting down the minutes I flipped compliments to avoid arguments And discussions I doubt we'd finish Conversations we couldn't have in English Impressions revisited often times resurface with new purpose Talk with your eyes like there's nothing to be said Maybe it's all in my head, this is how you empathize Is this how I say goodbye I think I've been thinking way more than living lately It's affecting how I'm connecting with people close to me Took years to change my attitude Took tears to change my point of view Took from me a willingness to pursue friends that speak in half truths Talk with your eyes like there's nothing to be said Maybe it's all in my head and this is how you empathize Is this how I say goodbye Constantly checking the time There's things I'd rather say instead things I need to vocalize I tend to see my tendencies as excused to be elusive Practicing transparency through keeping my emotions lucid Talk with your eyes theres nothing to be said it's all in my head you empathize how i say goodbye