Existential Crisis In The CVS

Where am I going? I've been wandering this CVS too long Trying to find feeling From this mouthwash Give me taste to swallow down The truth that I have No one to call on No one here knows I'm Going home to nothing And the loneliness of unanswered dial tones And I lie and tell everyone I'm fine They're just bodies I keep by my side To fight the loneliness that comes at night I climb out my window To practice fight or flight Can anyone hear me? I've been screaming in my head for days on end Figure out how to Externalize my thoughts I might be dead With eyes upon me Is the only time I feel I might exist Trying to find feeling In the pharmacy with all my prescriptions And I lie and tell everyone I'm fine They're just bodies I keep by my side To fight the loneliness that comes at night I climb out my window To practice fight or flight And I lie and tell everyone I'm fine They're just bodies I keep by my side To fight the loneliness that comes at night I climb (Make me feel like I am seen) I climb (Give me reasons to believe) I try (Existentialism will not get the best of me) To practice fight or flight Make me feel like I am seen Give me reasons to believe Existentialism will not get the best of me