I lose grip

I lose grip Watch it slip To the back of my mind Try to fight I'm alive And I don't know why Our conversations don't mean shit to me I'm just happy to be here on release On repeat I tell you to keep your mouth shut But it never does Welcome an assault I lose grip Watch it slip To the back of my mind Try to fight I'm alive And I don't know why Our conversations don't mean shit to me I'm just happy to be here on release On repeat I tell you to keep your mouth shut But it never does Welcome an assault I lose grip I lose grip Eyes blurred I'm not in the driver's seat anymore Eyes blurred I'm not in the driver's seat anymore Getting flashbacks when undressing I have never hated my reflection so much You know what they don't get the message It's not impressive Getting flashbacks when undressing I have never hated my reflection so much You know what they don't get the message It's not impressive Getting flashbacks when undressing I have never hated my reflection so much You know what they don't get the message It's not impressive