Mind Blown

I'm vibing out when I wrote this song It's been so long Feel right here But I still feel gone Mind is blown I'm vibing out when I wrote this song It's been so long I feel right but I still feel gone Mind is blown Vibing out but my mind is gone All of the people they always ask like why do you rap so fast I guess I got to many thoughts in my mind and I dont ever know how to let them all go So whenever I do they pour out a once 123 Pick up the cup of my paint An you'll drink all the thoughts of the rapper I aint Styrofoam cup We double it up When we drinking my past Last time gone I thought that I figured it out but i guess that I cant Fill it back up when I come to create But I'm stuck with the feeling I'm thinking it isnt that great But then again I'm thinkin That I wouldn't ever get it unless I paint it like a saint All of the flows that I'm bringing I spit it direct But I dont ever know if the bullet will hit with the target or miss I shoot You duck and dive I run to the back an I hide With the thought that I failed in my mind All of the people they tell me I'm doing it wrong Or they tell me I spit it the same in every song But I know that I don't Deamons they rushing and clutching I feel em all coming in the back of my mind But I hide it all back with a dose of the paint They still there Back of my mind Playin the game with force of the doubt They know it'll trigger I wont ever quit You pull that trigger Splattered paint My mind is blown I'm vibing out when I wrote this song It's been so long Feel right here But I still feel gone Mind is blown I'm vibing out when I wrote this song It's been so long I feel right but I still feel gone Mind is blown Vibing out but my mind is gone I write all of my songs and I end with a mix and master Think that its dope till the morning thats after Sit in my car an I pick it apart When I'm fighting my deamons I'm thinking I'm needing a pastor But dont get me wrong Even tho I'm fighting I'm climbing the ladder I'm movin an groovin I pick up the pad and the pen An I don't ever quit till I'm snoozin Still never movin But It's better than nothing It gives me some hope when I'm thinking I'm losing Pick it back up And I'm rollin outta vibe For the people that hear when they bumping in they ride This life that I'm livin it's up an Its down But I dont ever know why I live with a frown Cuz I got it all here I got it all here but I still wanna steer But I still wanna steer to the path of the right That is guiding the hand on the mic When I'm feeling misled in the middle of the night I know that I got it just listen on up An you will witness i.t When hes taking his flight But as of now I'm walking an talking with all of the people that I'm planning to keep in my life For the after of life When I sacrifice Like half of my life For the paradise Roll it on up and you'll see what you get Cuz you never will know What you'll face If you never will try Hand on the wheel An I shoot for the sky Space bound up an I'm ready to fly I know that its clever But I am just wishin that you would allow me to fly Hopin out my mind An veer it to right Cuz I know when you leave I will live it already But there you are Holding me captive The one of a kind Right there Right there Sitting right there in the back of my mind I'm vibing out when I wrote this song It's been so long Feel right here But I still feel gone Mind is blown I'm vibing out when I wrote this song It's been so long I feel right but I still feel gone Mind is blown Vibing out but my mind is gone Doubted this song when I wrote it with a pen Thinkin that wouldnt ever win These deamons they come and they go But you wouldnt ever get it if you never gonna fight Live yo life An you roll that dice Give it your best an you give it your all Yes you will stumble but keep it all under control so you never will fall Ball out like you'll die today Write an record like you might just fly today All of the things that'll happen in life It paves the road for the paradise So whenever you feeling the storm The rainbows near So never give up Never give in All that I want is a change with the pen