As of Late

I'm still wondering why the f*ck I'm here I've been kinda nervous as of lately Wondering if I'll make it another year or if I had plans on leaving early again and I'll stick it to the man or whoever else in charge of my vessel As of late I was never enough As of late I was never enough Nothing here to change Not that you will Not for me No way that I could either No way that I could ever No way that I could ever forever No way that I could either No way no I could never