Feel

I built a house out of all my broken parts Stitched them so they wouldn't fall apart Planted a garden in the back where there used to be a crack in the middle of my heart I painted stars up in the sky Cause it just didn't seem that bright And I'll put rain up in the clouds cause that's just how I feel Yeah that's just how I feel Cause that's just how I Cause that's just how I feel That's just how I feel I drew a flower on a stone In a graveyard cause I was feeling alone Dropped a toy boat in the water just to see where it would go but it couldn't stay a float now I think I know How it feels to drown When you're the only one around So i'll just paint a different picture cause it ain't getting better I'll just keep on getting sicker Yeah that's just how I feel Cause that's just how I Cause that's just how I feel That's just how I feel Cause that's just how I Cause that's just how I feel That's just how I feel Make you wait, make you wait Just a day, just a day Stay out late, stay out late and find another way to Stay awake, stay awake Never break, never break Always faking, always fake Nothing else you can do So take a breathe Just a second And make it last Make it never ending Throw me down Into the ground and show me how you go on numb and make it seem like you feel nothing Cause that's just how I Cause that's just how I feel That's just how I feel Cause that's just how I Cause that's just how I feel That's just how I feel