Better Off Dead

Go I hate my life more than anything I want to die I'm disgusting Do you wanna be my friend I'll make you regret it in the end I hate myself so much that you're going under I fail so much it's making everyone wonder Why does he live his life what a fucking loser The audacity to put his words through this speaker I haven't died this time But I've lost my mind I can't even stand up on my own I'm waiting for this life to fade away But I still don't want to die alone Let's go Yeah, yeah My life is a fucking joke I'm singing the words but I'm starting to choke It's funny that this is really all in my head 'Cause I already thought that I was better off dead Why should I tell you anything about myself You'll ditch me when you're bored like everybody else I get it I would too but I am stuck with me My energy is gone I'm running on empty I haven't died this time But I've lost my mind I can't even stand up on my own I'm waiting for this life to fade away But I still don't want to die alone Don't want to die alone Yeah Is it so wrong to say that this is the bottom Those thoughts inside my head I wish I had shot them Don't want to live my life devoid of a purpose Sometimes I think that I will never get through this I haven't died this time But I've lost my mind I can't even stand up on my own I'm waiting for this life to fade away But I still don't want to die alone I haven't died this time But I've lost my mind I can't even stand up on my own I'm waiting for this life to fade away But I still don't want to die alone Die alone