Dysphoria

Oh I keep wasting my time On these lies that I feed But I know in the end That I'll never be free Rejected again Cause it's my state of mind These closed doors Do they hate behind? I just hate The way I am and now I Cannot feel I'm disconnecting from reality Dysphoria is setting In again And I am all alone Well I'm faking above While I'm pulled down below And my mind is still caught In this grand undertow They're laughing at me The illusions beneath And I just can't ignore When they lie to me I just hate The way I am and now I Cannot feel I'm disconnecting from reality Dysphoria is setting In again And I'm alone and I've Become so numb That nothing feels like something I run from Dysphoria has ruined All I love I look around and I'm left In the dust Cause I am nothing I am nothing to anyone