What I Want

F*ck Yeah I don't feel I don't bleed the same as you And I can't heal I keep running from the truth We're not the same I can see it in your eyes It's all in vain But I guess I'm not that surprised I'd rather be numb I'd rather be dumb Than have to feel the way I feel I'd rather be dead Than stuck in my head So I'll just Do what I want Do what I want Anyway I'm so alone In this cage with no escape It's all a drone It hasn't changed so I sedate We're not the same I can hear it in your voice You love the pain And now I'm stuck without a choice I'd rather be numb I'd rather be dumb Than have to feel the way I feel I'd rather be dead Than stuck in my head So I'll just Do what I want Do what I want Anyway Yeah Do what I want Do what I want Anyway Yeah Yeah Yeah Do what I want Do what I want Anyway