Disparity (feat. Luh Kilo)

Throw it all away I put your love in my hands Soldiers dying everyday the people I call my friends Fuckin' up his mental Ain't Know he was taking Xan's Lost my bro to drugs Ain't this shi could kill my mans Choosing all the sacrifices That I make in my life Shit that make you mad Try bringing up the bad nights I was losing all my hope I'm think bout the last time I was losing everything I'm putting in Know that's right It was hard to absorb everything that you told me spin around me with your lies And think you really know me Took a life to get this spot You think you really chose me Took a lot to get it right But somehow never perfect Think I'm never worth it I think I'm really falling Time is running out It's like I'm losing all my options Tommy really hold it down I know he really watching Anderson really had the backdoor So I know he got it Oh so you niggas think That you really got me now You think I'll let you take me To the fucking ground Always had the plan so Tell me what is changing now Always the one on top So tell me who you taking out Everything always changing and it go out Everything was going right but it's not Right now They was changing on me They was not the right crowd Don't know if you for me But I know who still here You f*ck my bitch Nothin but smoke That shit ain't comin' down Free YSL i ain't no rat But ima gun 'em down I like them classy broads ion Want no ghetto ho's around We got da drop load up them Drac's let off 100 rounds I got yo lo better have yo Blick when you outside checkin' the mail No i ain't God but im close as f*ck I'll send that boy to hell I know my momma need me I cannot afford to go to jail Member i was talking to brodie all over the phone cuz he had to sit in that cell Don't know what to do I'm talking to God they say "He got all of the answers" Well tell me big bro why heart Keep on thumpin' and why My momma still got cancer? I got me a type, she gotta be Thick as hell and she gotta be A dance, ion know bout Them zodiac signs but I know damn well that I F*ck with this Cancer I just turned 19, I been out The way runnin' up this Cake why they dont like me? They say what they gon do but To they bitch them boys wont Fight me that pussy boy just Died them boys outside They wanna indict me i Already dropped my lo You ain't come outside Now you gotta come find me Yea, I hope that nigga don't try to act stupid Ride with my brudda I know he be ruthless That my dawg gotta call that boy Rufus Shots to ya brain tryna leave the boy clueless Metal to his grill like he ask for a toothpick If it's really smoke let me see you gon shoot shit On God, That nigga a bitch, true shit Boy you better stay out the way Better stay in ya place Better run up a bag It feel so good Just to walk in the mall And get all the shit you aint had I ain't want that bitch I left her alone Why she callin' my phone all mad? I gave you a chance I gave you my energy Lil ho you better be glad I want me a interview Feel like the hardest But nah i ain't Talkin' to Vlad I was broke as a bitch I was down on my dick So I had to get off my ass I ran it up once then i lost it all Gotta go and get it back fast With the love of my life she said I broke her heart got a young Nigga feelin' real bad It was hard to absorb everything that you told me Spin around me with your lies and think you really know me Took a life to get your spot And think you really choose me Took a lot to get it right And somehow still not worthy Somehow just not perfect I'm Somehow never working Lossing all my options Might just go and call my doctor Never cure my problems Just give pills with a talker Assist me at the bottom Underground they say I'm a talking