Rockstar (feat. Chapo)

Baby I need ya Always wanna see ya Think you in Ria Always wanna meet you Wish could see you Wish could see you ohh All these things I'm writing In I think I'm losing my mind Thinking to my failures Wish I could reverse the time You moved on Man it was hard Searching deep Nothing to find Hard for me It was time grind Sun is bright See sweeping vines It was nice when I called you mine Now everything is going down All this blood bleeding right now All these thing keep going on Oh man you listening Call me fake when we kissing Read your body like blitzing See you starring at the mirror Intentions couldn't be clearly You eyes could take me through rivers beauty changing my image My apologies for your feelings I do things bad I f*ck up rings Burnt a couple letters Oh they circle around me Casting all my spells Didn't know I can rap and sing Expressing all my feelings Something I do not like doing Everything you doing Change my mood You ruined Glass is broken Turned ruins Not a trap I burst your mind Flying thoughts Your cute design Building things Creating rhymes All the time I lose my lines Lonely sesh I wrote co-signed Talking all these blinkers Might pour a cup go leaner Like you better as meaner Angry for what reason Eyes is shaded with darkness And Hide from all my options Only cause I'm rockstar You block my way imposter Its like I done been through so much shit I done seen the worst of the worst Especially from you This Chapo on the beat I ain't gon tell you how I feel I'll drop my nuts and be a man Got emotions bottled up and I can't let nobody see them Can't be friendly no more I been hurt, won't let nobody in They gon ask me if I'm fine, I nod my head got to pretend I spaz out from time to time, always ready for to spin Wake up full of pain I ask God, man, when is it gon end? I been dragged by different women, always playing with my feelings I done put my trust in places that it had no business being Stabbed in my back more than a couple times, but ain't no one gon help Feel like I'm drowning, keep my head above water turnt to Michael Phelps I took L's before it ain't been pretty, but now I'm a star Speak the real shit, you gon ride or not because we going far Let go of the past, cut off some day ones because I ain't feel the love Said they would be here for me but wasn't thought we came up out the mud Was there when you needed the most help, that pussy done fucked up my trust Dealt with sneaky hoes, they say they for you but for someone else Say they love you all the time, you lie I might just take your breath This why I focus on my paper stack it up, stay out the way And I rap about what I'm going through, this shit help the pain Keep my mouth closed and my eyes open, help me spot the fakes You do that I promise you nigga, you gon be okay My turn Left me lonely in my season Come back a creeper Completing all my goals Cause me I'm Objective seeker She ain't know Who dealing with I showed you Where all my feelings went Go straight to the music Cause the streets is really booming Sing over these crowds And see who really moving Lot of people out here Don't fw what I'm doing Put it in they face It Never change The things they lossing Hear my brain is screwin' Healing from the torture May could've done her best If ain't take what I sold her Had to take my heart And broke it now I am soldier Rose is broke my heart gone Flowers died throw in the pond