Broken

In the beginning you weren't in it for the lovin' All you wanted me was for your lust and thats fucking it Tried to go changing you but that shit ain't workin' Now you're tryna' fill in dirt into a fucking endless pit Almost fucking done I don't know if I can take this Kinda getting tired man i'm always tryna' fake this I've been walking through the halls and always putting on fake faces Man the only thing that real is all these words I put on pages Someone get this devil off my shoulder he's a pest First time I saw you my heart was just beating out my chest And now every fucking time i'm looking all I get is stressed I wish I woulda fuckin' known that I was cursed when all I really thought was blessed Gettin' tempted just to hang up cause i'm fucking over it But something about you just gets me and I cant control it Strip me down and shed my skin now my hearts in the open But the toll that you take with your lovin' and now that shits broken Keep on stacking problems on that mountain in my brain This shit feel like it ain't gon' stop its never ending pain And I don' know if i'll get better or i'll go fucking insane Because every fucking time i'm with you i'm in a ball and chain I wear this crown of thorns all up on my fucking head I need to wipe my eyes from all these blood and tears i've shed And man I need to fix my life because it's hanging by a thread And God I need to hide these horns and put a halo up instead In the beginning you weren't in it for the lovin' All you wanted me was for your lust and thats fucking it Strip me down and shed my skin now my hearts in the open But the toll that you take with your lovin' and now that shits broken