burdens

I know it's hard to be at your best All the time, all the time But I'd rather be on my deathbed Before I rest or pretend I'm helpless Burdens I can't let grow When I'm hurtin' and can't let go-o-o Attacks on my spirit Had paralyzed and limited All the traction I had From maximizing my diligence An interim full of habits And seemin' like I'm not intimate Led to grievin' my actions Or lack thereof Cus I didn't get Anything done I didn't get where I wanna be First a day, tomorrow's gone Then another week I've seen it fade, I followed suit I shot the breeze It fired back, I'm too winded To find a melody I know it's hard to be at your best All the time, all the time But I'd rather be on my deathbed Before I rest or pretend I'm helpless Burdens I can't let grow When I'm hurtin' and can't let go-o-o My worries shifted As soon as I understood To earn a livin' You gotta turn existence Into a purpose driven Workin' ignition Churnin', spinnin' Earnest and pertinent in Multiple facets Hold the balance And let the moments happen I don't ever wanna see a day Where I give up everything Cus someone wanted me to stay Underneath the covers layin' Where I can't be seen or heard That's a version of me I hate I know it's hard to be at your best All the time, all the time But I'd rather be on my next step Before I let my worries be excess Burdens I once held close Nevermore, I'm not defined by lo-o-ows