Ghost

You never checked for a pulse To you I'm good as a ghost The blood still rush in my veins Must think I'm numb to the pain Best I can do is just float Better for you if I froze But we don't want it the same I can't be running from change Put up with hate all my life Treated that shit like advice Didn't digest them as lies 'Till I heard something divine Intervene with my animosity Talking me up from my mental poverty Always watching me Told me constantly You gonna be what the world don't wanna see And honestly I feel like I been in the deep end for a minute now They say it's tough to be alive, but I'm living and I'm swimming with the river now Try to push me to the side, and it won't work Wanna see me in the dirt, I won't go first Try to push me to the side, and it won't work Wanna see me in the dirt, I won't go first You never checked for a pulse To you I'm good as a ghost The blood still rush in my veins Must think I'm numb to the pain Best I can do is just float Better for you if I froze But we don't want it the same I can't be running from change I'm too resilient I'll fill up buildings Instill some brilliance In millions, so they fulfill the realest Of what they're willing To accomplish And I may get lost in the process I guess that's the cost when you're obsessed Take away all the profits and objects All so monotonous And honestly I feel like I been in the deep end for a minute now They say it's tough to be alive, but I'm living and I'm swimming with the river now No more Living in The dark, the dark No more Living in The dark, the dark I know it's harder to try When your existence is tied Behind your shadow and light Can never reach it in time I know it's harder to try When your existence is tied Behind your shadow and light Can never reach it in time Try to push me to the side, and it won't work Wanna see me in the dirt, I won't go first Try to push me to the side, and it won't work Wanna see me in the dirt, I won't go first