but... it's love?//

I thought I couldn't live without you Now I'm living with my hands around my heart Keeping it from falling apart You been damaging the shit like you're allowed to And you knew what you did You knew it right from the start It's all just in my head It's eating me alive But I'll wake up instead And get back the time It's all just in my head I'm the problem I'm the problem She'd telling me to shut up So that's what I do And told her friends I'm a lost cause It has to be true Lately I been fucking up my kidney and lungs Being sober is too much But she thinks I'm cute We made Things so complicated Burned each other and called it fate What kinda fate is that? Died in each others arms It's all just in your head She said and looked at me Like I was just a pet Or some jewelry It's all just in your head You're the problem You're the problem I thought I couldn't live without you Now I'm living with my hands around my heart Keeping it from falling apart You been damaging the shit like you're allowed to And you knew what you did You knew it right from the start It's all just in my head It's eating me alive But I'll wake up instead And get back the time It's all just in my head I'm the problem I'm the problem It's all just in your head I thought I'd catch a bullet For what we could've been And now the only bullet on my mind is a sin You made me fucking hate myself You made me hate my friends And everything I am But it's all just in my head I just wanna know why you wanted me dead Sweet bitterness to lure me and I fell for the trap Days full of drugs just to keep us in check And you dare talking shit trying to f*ck up my rep?