consensual pain

Please Just change Don't get what they say I should value my life But I'll throw it away The f*ck am I playing? Two tabs at night Consensual pain I'm fucking my brain Put my soul on a tape Working and working until I decay Got my head on a plate My efforts in vain The f*ck am I playing? Drowning in doubts Heart turning foul I wanna be happy But I'm not allowed to Won't beg for my life Feelings aside You'll catch me laughing The second I die Hypersomnia, I'm not getting up Everything I love, starts to fall apart Hypersomnia, I'm not getting up Everything I love... Don't get what the say say say I should value my life But I'll throw it away The f*ck am I playing? Two tabs at night Consensual pain I'm fucking my brain Put my soul on a tape Working and working until I decay Got my head on a plate My efforts in vain The f*ck am I playing? Please, change F*ck, one scene, one drop I don't even wanna talk, talk, talk Try getting off my cock What the f*ck What the f*ck No ex, no text Gon' get me stressed Pussy boi get rest I'd drop a body if I had to