lovable addict

It's 4 a.m, feels like afternoon Smells like alcohol And some cheap parfum Lines for my heart 2 tabs for the art Make some music get some bands For a decent tomb She takes my hand Drags me through the room Pass a bunch of faces I never knew Crystal tails dropping on her brand new shoes She screams to cut the noise What am I to you? You are just a name Just a pretty face To distract me from myself You call it love I call it tough luck I just crave the rush I'm acting out of lust I inflate my ego for some space Till I pop I don't know you to love I don't know how to Love I call it tough luck I just crave the rush I'm acting out of lust I inflate my ego for some space Till I pop I don't know how to love I don't know how to But you're always on my mind Babe I'm indifferent My pain ain't your business Don't look at me I dry clean my insides Which means I'm drinking Till intoxicated ignorance I need some closure now Stay or leave or bring me sum to feel My tanks are empty when I ponder about the devil and a deal Poison as my blood meal Make me grow I wither as I talk Drowning in your tears As I'm dying and you have to watch You are just a name Just a pretty face To distract me from myself You call it love I call it tough luck I just crave the rush I'm acting out of lust I inflate my ego for some space Till I pop I don't know you to love I don't know how to Love I call it tough luck I just crave the rush I'm acting out of lust I inflate my ego for some space Till I pop I don't know how to love I don't know how to