red fills my lungs

Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I - Let's go Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I - Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I dreaming? It's 09, mum couldn't keep me in line So she gave me away, I didn't get it now I know she was right I swear it's fine Wanting turned into stealing Dumb kids into family Drugs into feelings One Day I saw my friend get a beating Jump in, adrenaline seems so appealing I I hurt his pride, anger in his eyes One dull hit to my ribs and one to the side He starts fucking running and I? Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I - Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I dreaming? It's 999 I see my father cry Only time I did before was When he went to jail and We said goodbye Now I got tubes in my body, keeping me alive Anxiety that kicks in when I go outside A scar on my ribs and one on my side Pain in my lungs 'cause I Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I - Face numb, hands cold It's reeking of blood Two holes in my shirt People screaming a lot Red, red fills my lungs Making breathing so tough World's on hold Please god, am I dreaming?