why should i

Why should I keep holding on Everything seems go so wrong Just so wrong Im so alone in my head The voice keeps saying one more day It's not far away Shut the curtains I don't want them looking at me I don't wanna have you as my enemy Cus I cant tell if you want to help Don't tell me how complicated it is to walk away I just want let you know that I'm ok I cant let you worry about me It's ok if the darkness clouds all around me Why I should keep holding on Everything seems to go wrong You said take one step at a time But what help is it if I've already lost my mind Too many thoughts racing my mind Making it seem I have no time Can't even stop to catch my breath Making me feel like I'm on meth I don't want drugs to set me straight Grandma told me to meditate I wish you could see it in her face When she told me to leave her place How do I fill up this hole It eats me up whole It makes me feel small So small Why I should keep holding on Everything seems to go wrong You said take one step at a time But what help is it if I've already lost my mind