Beyond Salvation

Unable to move when I try to stand up With pain burning within, I can't hold it back I shed a tear, and then fall some more When I recall what I was before I once was bold and full of life And every day I felt like a young god Now it's all gone, how - I don't know But I won't be like that anymore, any more Why me, what have I done to be the fool that I have become Tell me, what have I done to earn a lifetime of being alone Help me, stand up again and leave behind my sorrow and pain Take me, after I'm done, embrace my soul before it's gone All that I wanted was try to improve To be self-aware and to do good I made all the right choices, I have grown strong I realized that I don't belong There was nobody I couldn't stare down I never cared if I made people frown But once I wished to go back amongst men I learnt I can't be one ever again! Beyond salvation, that's where you're left to die alone No chance for redemption, you have lost, you're on your own Beyond salvation, that is the price and that is the prize There's no, return for you, no place nor time, only demise I can no longer feel fear or love The last drowned feeling is that of loath There is nobody I would let close And that's not pride, that is remorse... For better life, I gave up myself I've got nobody to turn for help So now it's time for the last of amends I punch my ticket and all this ends... Beyond salvation, that's where you're left to die alone No chance for redemption, you have lost, you're on your own Beyond salvation, that is the price and that is the prize There's no, return for you, no place nor time, only demise Only demise! Only demise