Unfit

I was hiding in the dark I hid from God In this worlds light But HE sees beyond the dark He said, darling, don't you cry Lord I'm a sinner I've made mistakes So I'm not fit To be a believer Let me wallow in my guilt Oh, don't you hide I'll be your light You were a sinner I changed your robes Now you're a saint Changed my robes Now I feel brand new And I don't wanna act all holy So I stepped up and admit That I did it Lately I've been down On my knees Cause by myself There's no way I'll do it And the eyes of the Lord Are on them that fear him So I know I'm not alone I seeked for help And I found my help In Christ Taste and see That the Lord is good They say a righteous falls A hundred times But at the end he'll beat that mood They try to erase me Cus I got flaws But the Lord said I choosed that youth So even when the road Looks bumpy It's you at the end So I feel brand new, brand new I used to be a tiny teen In a small church Back then in O' sixteen I joined the choir Sang for the Lord And I can't even lie It was a dream come true Years went by And I started drifting My attitude changed And I started hissing Mum was worried That I joined a gang Now I'm stuck at home Where her eyes can see me I didn't think it would be this way Cause I grew with a vision And passion that I'll preach in a crowd one day I guess I'm not done I'm still that preacher But I say my thing in a mic And they say I'm the Lord Gods chosen But how do they know When my life don't show it? Pain in my heart But my eyes don't show it Two nineteen When I started rapping I would talk about moving Females in and out my crib And all of them I would talk about getting wealthy I mean that's calm But is that the purpose? If I turn look back At the way that it was I can tell that I've lost my focus Tears in my eyes I failed you Jesus I'm chasing P's and the trap But what will I gain If I get it all At the end I don't see the light This money don't matter In heaven And there's problems Money can't fix And I've seen the wealthy Die in a beat There's answers money can't give Say me a prayer I pray in a beat Changed my robes Now I feel brand new And I don't wanna act all holy So I stepped up and admit That I did it Lately I've been down On my knees Cause by myself There's no way I'll do it And the eyes of the Lord Are on them that fear him So I know I'm not alone I seeked for help And I found my help In Christ Taste and see That the Lord is good They say a righteous falls A hundred times But at the end he'll beat that mood They try to erase me Cus I got flaws But the Lord said I choosed that youth So even when the road Looks bumpy It's you at the end So I feel brand new (Re- Re- RENJI) (Ayeeee Inversionn)