You broke me first

I know me I'm like that When shit dont go my way I needed you to fix it And like you, you did But you ran out of every reason Now suddenly I'm asking for it back Could you tell me Where'd you get the nerve? You could say I miss all that we had But I don't really care How bad it hurts When you broke me first Listen There's pain in my heart Can you fix it? I can't move on I been stuck in my feelings I talk to girls But the vibe is missing Yeah I see them girls on the Gram Brown skin Light skin Most of them tanned But if it ain't you I can't find the vibe She sent me a text like Yo can we talk? If I'm honest I don't feel the vibe nomo It's you, you been acting up You don't call back Or text like you used to Listen I've been chasing the greens Cus if i run out of bread Like them man Would you be here If my bag is thin? Or would you let them man Give you a thing There's so much things I could say But I can't say that on the trap There so much things that I've done Where were they When I needed help? I don't keep grudges I'll help you still My circle big My circle's small It's a few that I call my ones I see man smile But I know them all Underrated kid in college Told bro life after college is prior Sit and see how the tables turn How many times I put faith in a girl I'm telling you bro The answers none I could never put hope on a girl I could never put trust in a girl I mean that I'll back my word if I need that I know me I'm like that (I can't even lie) When shit dont go my way I needed you to fix it (And damn you did) And like you, you did But you ran out of every reason Now suddenly I'm asking for it back Could you tell me Where'd you get the nerve? You could say I miss all that we had But I don't really care How bad it hurts When you broke me first I found that female That's writing that off And I got my feelings Hurt sometimes But you cant find gold On the surface You'll do some digging You'll pass through dirt Man life is tough But you can't find love Without Jesus I need me a decent Christian girl I want me some kids That are raised up different I'm not judging the females That club or party That's the life that they choose But I'm certain I don't look at them for a minute I need me some peace and mute I still reminisce when I met her A lot of thoughts Ran through my mind that instant Could I hold this for as long As it lasts Or would I give up on love Like I used too She sent me a text like Yo can we talk? If I'm honest I don't feel the vibe nomo It's you, you been acting up You don't call back Or text like you used to I've been chasing the greens Cus if i run out of bread Like them man Would you be here if my bag is thin Or would you let them man Give you a thing