waste

Wanna give up, I can't go on Nothing seems right, I hate these songs All this aggression that I got inside If I give up then it's genocide I've been abusing drugs for so long I take that shit when recording my songs I need relief but instead I got stress Maybe someone who I hurt got me hexed Been hella sick, but nobody could help Seen people try, then give up instead Been hurt from friends, I'm tired of counting Manic episodes got me fucking hurting How could you say that I am insane None of you fuckers could withstand my pain Try to be me, I swear it's not pleasant I'm sick and tired of antidepressants My hair is falling down cause I'm tearing it out I can't fucking sleep cause my girl is out Take these fucking pills cause they make me feel forget If I told you I'm okay, just know that it was all a threat Am I lying to myself or am I really that down? Try to reach the rope to end it while my tears drop down But when it's fucking over all the sadness comes back I lost myself and now you lost me, we were everything we had We were two broken souls that tried to reach upon the edge We keep falling, falling, falling, let's be happy since we're dead We are too young, I don't know how to live like mom and dad They seem so light, but I feel heavy, it keeps pressing on my chest I can't breathe, I can't rest, I can't hold myself back I want to hold you while I can't even hold myself back We try to be the best version of ourselves but lose the rest Why can't we once be happily together just trying to rest Hell is my life and so is my mind I might end up committing suicide I'm not a pussy, I'm not a bitch I was strong for too long, been through shit can't unsee Uuugh, wanna shut up my mind It's been playing too much, I hate myself and I Uugh, I'm the reason I'm drowning I wanted to help but I left him to drown bitch