Ignore

Life is moving fast I don't know if I can take it Taken way aback By these feelings I can't shake them Escape by getting high I feel nothing and I hate it Too much on my mind Tell me how can I convey it? I hit ignore But I can't ignore the knife in my heart When I wanna make it right I fall right back to the start Tell me what's the point of life When it's right back to my fault? It's an assault on my mind Keep my feelings in the vault I hit ignore But I can't stop pouring up my fuckin' drink Every night turns to each week But every night I'm feeling weak Why do I feel the way I feel? Maybe I just need some sleep Put me deep inside a hole And bury me 'til I can't breathe Where do I even fuckin' start? How can I try to make it better? And it's tearing me apart So I'm glad I finally said it When I tell you that I love you Hope you realize that I mean it Ain't nowhere that I could go to Telling you I fuckin' need this I hit ignore But I can't ignore the weight on my shoulders And I'm staying up late As the night sinks into coldness I'm not feeling so great Did you ever seem to notice? Heart is sinking from the pain And I don't think that I can hold up Yeah