Loaded Gun

Life's a loaded gun Blow it then it's gone It ain't ever fun to live a life so numb Why's it so damn tough? I feel I've had enough So we huff and puff when times are getting rough I'm a lush for love I hit the blunt, you know I never bluff Time is moving slow Blunt is smoking fast Know I got it off the floor That's why I can never be passed Hit the gas, this shit a blast She know I'm a mess She impressed, I got her in my grasp I'm just trying not to crash This shit don't make me laugh And I've been stressing (Stressing) My life is so damn messy (Yeah) It's depressing I'm expressing how I feel She's a blessing help me heal I take the wheel, no repressing what is real Ain't no changing, seal the deal I know my coping ain't ideal, no appeals Hurt me once, I can't mend Never again, flying to the end Bitch you said you were my friend Said that I would bend for you But you broke me, spent it all on you How can I ascend when all you do's pretend That your lies are the truth? Life's a loaded gun Blow it then it's gone It ain't ever fun to live a life so numb Why's it so damn tough? I feel I've had enough So we huff and puff when times are getting rough (Gets so rough) I'm a lush for love I hit the blunt, you know I never bluff Time is moving slow Blunt is smoking fast (So fast) Know I got it off the floor That's why I can never be passed Hit the gas, this shit's a blast She know I'm a mess Yet she impressed, I got her in my grasp I'm just trying not to crash This shit don't make me laugh I'm just trying to cope Always end up stoned Floating clouds of smoke Can't help but take another toke Mixing rum and coke To blur the pain, I'm a ghost I'm so high when I feel low High anyway, you know Sit back and smoke it So I can relax, my shit potent You don't just sit back wishing Just gotta keep on fucking going I can never stop reliving When I never felt like living Life was unforgiving So were people, all they'd do's dismiss me Life's a loaded gun Blow it then it's gone It ain't ever fun to live a life so numb Why's it so damn tough? I feel I've had enough So we huff and puff when times are getting rough I'm a lush for love I hit the blunt, you know I never bluff Time is moving slow Blunt is smoking fast Know I got it off the floor That's why I can never be passed Hit the gas, this shit's a blast She know I'm a mess Yet she impressed, I got her in my grasp I'm just trying not to crash This shit don't make me laugh I just wanna feel better But I guess it's gonna take some work