Thinking

Tell me what you're thinking 'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning Do I have to be living? 'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning Wish you would just tell me what you're thinkin' I know I keep on slippin' Got me runnin' from my feelings I can hear the clock keep tickin' It feels like my head is splittin' I can't stop the way I'm feelin' Ain't no reason to tell me that I'm trippin' When I was texting you at midnight I felt it You told me you're falling I swear my heart melted I can't fall asleep because you're always calling Lost everything yeah that's me to be honest Yeah To be real, yeah I'm sorry Tell you how I feel but you nevermind me I've been so lost, I just need you to find me And I'm stuck in this hole and I give up on climbing Tell me what you're thinking 'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning Do I have to be living? 'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning Wish you would just paint a picture Keeping numb I sip this mixture Mixin' bubbly with the liquor Really wish you would consider The figure standing in the mirror Heart is slowly turning bitter Emotions flowing like a river Choke on the blunt then I pull the trigger And honestly I don't know what I am thinking The boat I am floating on is somehow sinking I've done everything that I could So it only makes sense that I'm drinking now I feel like I am chokin', yeah Does that shit ring a bell? So tired of fakes because they so material Already livin' so why in God's name Would I be scared to go to hell? I'ma just fly until Somebody's layin' me down in my bed At the heartbreak hotel I don't need no one to tell me I ain't doin' great Like I don't know it, the f*ck out my face Feel like I'm out of place And I cannot erase all my lows I'm just tryin' to keep up the pace Goin' insane, I think I need some sleep I'm in way too deep, yeah my head is in space Wish I was dead 'cause I cannot replace The feelings I had they went down the staircase I'm drunk and I'm drained and I'm stumbling Wish it would stop, can I end all this suffering? There's no recovering Everything inside my life is just plundering I won't be winning this race So in case you were wondering No, I do not think I'm okay Tell me what you're thinking 'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning Do I have to be living? 'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning (Tell me what you thinking) Tell me what you're thinking 'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning Do I have to be living? 'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning (Tell me what you thinking) Did you ever feel the same? Was it all a game? Mmm